Severussnape06

Alright all of you sexy divas out there!! I don't have enough Llamas!! Send me some LOVE!! I want one of the cool Llamas with the cape and monocle. I know you guys can do it!! Anyway still waiting to hear from my Queen and oddly enough I am not too freaked out about that. I cashed in a favor and if I have to I will Go and get her on Saturday. And if I find out she doesn't love or want me the way that I want her. I'm going to pick up the little broken pieces of my Heart and Begin again. I know that whatever will be is going to happen. I can't be anything other than what I am. And I can't expect her to be any different from how I am feeling. Love you Guys

My Gorgeous Queen,

As I wait for you all I can think is what is taking so long?? I am impatient. Not because it has anything to do with you. Its all me. I want you. No I need you. I feed to give you my manhood. I feel a shudder and I only want to have you carry out Child. I want to give birth. I feel the baby shift and move within me. And the baby says to me you want this too. I know you need your time. But I this space just as much as you. This area is ruled by me too. I want to judge you harshly but that's just not right. I need this I need to own Serenity. Serenity can Never be had is she is push away with blind stupid Pride. My pride is getting in my way. I quake for you. I ache for You. And is what is teaching me that if i am going to have you. I start at disaster and feel it slip away then. Just then I will have you. My glorious Queen. Who majesty is the Name I will forever Need. Onora UpaKaza Todd.

My Emerald awaits you. Hold on to my kiss. When I give it YOU. I know I will always meant it here and NOW!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!

Good Morning World!

Woke up much earlier than I thought I could have! But, I am extremely happy to be up already. I have been so worried and bothered by something for so long. Last night, I was finally freed from the bonds of fear, worry, dispair, self loathing, and hate. For longer than I care to remember I have struggled with my sexuality. I have been wearing a mask. I cowered beneath it and I completely forgot who the woman was underneath it. I had it on so long that I thought the mask was me. I have come to realize the mask was just there to chain my soul. It was sucks the joy of the eternal world of TRUTH, WISDOM, and FREEDOM. My God did is Rob me of my Freedom. This was the cold, harsh truth. I was more willing to starve myself. Than pick up my fork and Eat From the Lavish Banquet that was Laid Before ME!



I look back at it and I realize how stupid I was being. I was forcing myself to fit in. WHEN I WAS BORN TO STAND OUT!! I AM NOT AND WILL NEVER BE A CONFORMIST!!!!! I am and have been for the longest time Bisexual. I don't really remember when I came to know this. But it is what I am. And it is long over due. I don't know why I loved the mask. Or why I was so happy to cower in the back of the closet for so long. BUT I HAVE BUSTED DOWN THE DOOR!! SET IT ON FIRED AND FREED MY DESTINY! I refuse to let the hate and negativity of others block my own blessings. If you are going to leave my life because of this. Then I guess YOU didn't deserve to Have a seat AT MY FEAST ANYWAY! LEAVE!!!!!! PLEASE LORD LET THE DOOR BUST THERE ASS ON THE WAY OUT!!!!!! I am letting go and I am ready to take in the Divine, Energy of, Truth, Justice, Equality, AND in all things LOVE! I hope that this can somehow help someone else on there own journey to self love. I look to the cosmos and she cries UNTO ME YOUR DESTINY LIES DEEP WITHIN THE NUMBER SIX! Six is my number of destiny, she holds my truth. Embrace her she is honost to all that is ME!

In the Name of The Most Holy Trinity,



Augusta Onora Todd.

Hey guys,

I am back from my PTSD recovery program. I am doing much better now. I am very happy that I completed the program. I am much happier than I have been in a very long time. I am really glad that everything worked out for the best. And I know that my life will be much better now. I hope everyone is doing well. I will be trying to post as much as I can. I look forward to this coming year. And I hope that you are all blessed.

Augusta Todd